thank you for assuming. i know this is belated, but i love you back. 

also, nothing. 

i love you, really.

i have tattoos engraved in my skin everywhere, and i secretly love them.

one, reminds me of a time i'm not sure even existed. another, strangeness. then others, alcohol and dreaming. loneliness.  the people i love most, and share hearts with. and some are leftover from the most in love i've ever been in.

no offense, but you're not that kooky.

no offense, but you're not that fun. 

sometimes, colour is the most terrifying thing. it's just there, being bright and scary.

today it was so lovely and rainy and cold. 

last night i had a dream that aimee and i were prostitutes. then, we were in a store and someone tried to steal my handbag, but i only had ten dollars. i wouldn't let them take my bag, and when the police came they thought i was a hero. they didn't know i was secretly a prostitute. then i went to a  cafe and told some mean people about how i was a hero, but also a prostitute that the police didn't know about.  

wow, it sounds really boring now. sorry for wasting your time.

today carly and i thought about how one day, everyone will be microchipped. like animals, a small chip in the back of your neck. there's no hiding with a microchip. people will be able to always know where you are, and who you are. if you died in a fire or something. that scares me. 

that's what makes the future so terrifying, because every day we get closer to being captured forever. 1984 is not so far away.